Emotionless

I used to be very emotional.
I used to take small things and blow them out of proportion in my head.
I used to dwell in my thoughts as they play themselves over and over.

But now all I am doing is avoiding.
Avoiding.
Avoiding.
Avoiding.

Avoiding thinking about it.
Avoiding talking about it.
Avoiding anything to do with it.

This wall around me, it doesn't go away.
Surrounding,
suffocating,
blocking you out.

I'm sorry.