Friday, August 29, 2008

When you wake up and you feel that today won't be a good day

I'm tired even before I started.

Gotta try to stop feeling so bad everytime I wake up in the morning. I wonder if the biochemical signals in my endocrine system is out of whack. I'm alternating between moods of absolute high to very low, and feeling a bit of the latter at the moment.

Listening to Jimmy Eat World - Middle on my mp3.
"Everything is gonna be just fine. Everything is gonna be alright."

I am in the library right now, a pile of notes waiting for me upstairs. Went to the canteen to eat. Sigh I should stop eating. x_x

It's almost noon. I should get back to my books. It's depressing. I know I'm going to do badly, even though I've been studying for so long hours. Exams just kills every bit of thirst of knowledge in me.

I hate being mediocre.

I should stop posting only when I am feeling crappy.

1 comment:

Hi I'm Jaziel said...

No Meiyi it the other side of the bed. you woke up the wrong side.