Black and blue

I feel so peaceful.

I wish for everyone peace from within, and peace with others.

Serenity is bliss.

Annoyed

It's just one of those days where EVERYTHING is annoying.

I am very annoyed

I am broken...
It's all broken...
Nothing can fix it...

I don't wanna think about it...
I don't wanna care about it...

I am not thinking of it...
I am not caring about it...

But I am so empty.

I am missing.. everything...
Yet I am annoyed at... everything...

I am wishing... nothing...
Yet I feel like everything is... missing.

I don't understand this feeling.

Jiwang

Remember this word? Jiwang~

Gentle soft breeze on a cool day sets the tone. Sweet silence envelopes the emptiness within. A fleeting feeling of need, of want. Listening to emo-lyrical music leaking in from the opposite building. Letting my fingers do the walking on the white keyboard in the computer lab. Something is missing.

What will complete me?

XXXOOO=jiwang mode=XXXOOO

Lazy bone

Lazy bones activated. Help!!! It seems to be contagious. Now all my other bones are affected.

How I've been spending the nights

I am doing Uni work every single night for hours.

Feels good. =)

I like having work to complete. It makes me feel like I'm doing something productive with my time.

Looking forward to a WELL EARNED (in more ways than one) holiday soon.

Sunday

Sunday, baby it's the early hours of sunday.

What are you going to do today?

I'm staying home to study. -_-" Have a happy sunday people!

If you're bored, look for me. We can discuss ... erm... DNA


-_-"

Wheeee! Randommmm

Enchanting stories. Forbidden places. Excitement. Suspense. Thrill. Exhilaration.

Things that are missing right now.

Anyone cares to concoct some form of drama?

Just a thought.

Dove : a symbol of peace

If you love something, set it free.

I'm supposed to be fully recovered

At least I thought I was

But no matter

:)

It's all good

Who am I?

Sometimes I wonder...

What do people see when they see me?

Does it even matter?

Yet again I came to the realisation of how precious life is. How fortunate I am. A casual passing statement can change your perspective, it can remind you of how wonderful your life currently is.

I am grateful to have all these people in my life. :)

Peace within

Like a drop of water, you bring life to a withered flower
The warm blanket of smiles envelopes this wounded heart
With a breath of fresh air, I am no longer suffocated

I am at peace.

Watson's bay

Went to Watson's bay on Saturday last week. It is the oldest fishing village, a lovely place with the most beautiful scenery. It was a bright and sunny day, and we had sudden cravings for gelato (or at least I had and apparently it was contagious). I had an awesome day out, and I just wanna share it up here on my blog.

Pretty pretty. White crested waves as they foam around the rocks down below the cliffs.

Apparently people like jumping off cliffs.

Lol and just a note, we passed by a nude beach on the way. Like it was below the cliff in which we were strolling. There were just old nude men. -_-" Although that view wasn't as good (LOL), but I would have to say that stretch of beach was pristine. The skies were so blue, making the sea a vast brilliant blue with white sparkles as it reflects the sun rays, and the sand looked like fine golden powder. Oh, and the sand and water were COLD. Quite a surprise to me for it was a warm day, and probably because I'm used to warm sand and warm sea water. I'm from Malaysia after all.

We had grilled fish. I also tasted a bit of fried fish and chips off a friend's. All in all it was an awesome day out.

We got back to the city by ferry, just in time to witness the sunset. Beautiful, simply beautiful.

Ming Xiu, Sharon, Catherine, Sze May, Varsha, Michelle and I

Thoughts

Sometimes I wonder why I put myself through the emotional turmoil now and again. It's as though I have some morbid weird satisfaction from it. Go figure.

Today I feel calm and peaceful.

I am missing someone. But not in that twisted "I-wish-things-were-different" way. I'm glad.

I am not messing about with feelings anymore. There is such thing as enjoying company just for the sake of enjoying someone's company. Nothing has to be added to the equation to complicate things. To smile, to laugh. I think that's all that's needed to brighten up the world. No expectations, no wants.

Thank you. =)