Don't ask a question when you don't want to hear the answer

How stupid can one get?

Why do we always ask questions we don't want to hear the answer to? What is the point asking, do you care about me? What is the point asking things when the answer would cause pain, whatever the answer is? And what is the point of calling?

Why do I still care? Why do I still think? Why do I still have that craving to turn back time? Why do I still feel the need to see that smile?

I miss you.