Monday, July 13, 2009

All those words

All those words... are short lived. They don't mean anything anymore. I think I would need to disappear for awhile.

It's strange how one tries to keep from getting hurt, and ends up doing the most ridiculous stuff and feeling exactly the way one was trying to keep oneself from feeling.

Oh I fell. Pretty hard. Just don't want to admit it.

Strange. It's stupid waiting for... nothing. Wishing for... nothing. Knowing that... nothing. NOTHING. NOTHING. nothing.

I just wanna dance the night away. Don't wanna care. Don't wanna think. Don't wanna feel. Just want the numbness to sink in.

All the words. They don't mean anything. Not anymore.

1 comment:

geno said...

hey...ther is alwaz a lot of uncertainty...if its the uncertainty dat u believe in...jz b strong n hang onto wat u believe....wen u start to feel shakky bout it....den its time u let it go abit...try to get to noe something new....sometimes u gotta let go n lose abit to c something bigger n better