Too much of one thing, too little of another

Thinking that you feel liberated is one of the best feelings in the world, until you snap out of it and realise that you made a fool of yourself.

I will not screw up. I will not.

I promise myself I will not.

It's time to pull everything together. If I want to be serious about achieving the things that I want to in this year, I have to put in more effort in what I am doing. Anything that deviates from the responsibility unsaid but expected, it's time to put aside. I cannot let my impulsiveness lead to regret. There is no excuse to run away with my emotions and neglect what is most important. Enough of CH3CH2OH. I am staying away from all inhibitors of rational thought for the time being.